Eight Months On...
May. 2nd, 2007 09:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hantsbearI still have no job.
All my stuff is in store in Portsmouth.
The house sale is slowly going through.
I no longer consider myself a resident of Gosport.
Some of these are positives (yay!) but the big negative is still there: I still have no job. Some would argue that I am being too fussy, but I still have no concept of most of my abilities. That and I see a job I like and there is the inevitable caveat "Full Driving Licence Required". Yes, I could try and take my driving test again, but I know I will only fail it again. My nerves will get the better of me. Why keep throwing money at it? I'd like something majorly good to happen - all the good stuff feels minor or all part of the plan. But that would require luck. And luck is not something I have... And if I hear anybody say "You make your own luck" I reply "Nobody gave me the recipe!"
All my stuff is in store in Portsmouth.
The house sale is slowly going through.
I no longer consider myself a resident of Gosport.
Some of these are positives (yay!) but the big negative is still there: I still have no job. Some would argue that I am being too fussy, but I still have no concept of most of my abilities. That and I see a job I like and there is the inevitable caveat "Full Driving Licence Required". Yes, I could try and take my driving test again, but I know I will only fail it again. My nerves will get the better of me. Why keep throwing money at it? I'd like something majorly good to happen - all the good stuff feels minor or all part of the plan. But that would require luck. And luck is not something I have... And if I hear anybody say "You make your own luck" I reply "Nobody gave me the recipe!"
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Date: 2007-05-02 08:08 pm (UTC)You're already a different person. Use that difference to distance yourself from the weak-willed, insecure self you left behind. You have an excellent opportunity here to make your life considerably better. Don't waste it.
One bit of advice. Stop thinking. Just do. A single focus will help you stay on course.