Jagged Little Pill...
Feb. 4th, 2008 07:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Long time (and maybe even short time) readers of this journal may be aware of my ongoing depression issues; currently I'm on 75mg of Effexor XL a day (not that much, apparently, but more than enough as far as I'm concerned!) My current medical practice requires that I have to see a doctor every time I need a refill of these. So, it's kept constantly under review. Up until Russ's death, I had been contemplating cutting back my dose, but would need a new prescription to get the 37.5mg tablets. Well, recent events changed that. So, at my review today, I spoke to my physician about being referred for Cognotive Behavioral Therapy. Alas, as is typical with the National Health Service, there is a six month minimum wait list. Still, if it goes someway to repairing a somewhat broken koala, it can't be a bad thing...
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Date: 2008-02-04 08:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-04 10:34 pm (UTC)And although waiting lists are a bitch (and just the notion of them can be depressing enough as it is), it's about hanging in there...
This may sound awfully new-age-y and all - but realise that just by committing yourself to doing Cognitive Behavioural Therapy in the near future - you're already actively implementing a new and better future for yourself...
It may be baby steps - but it's steps in the right direction, none the less...
*HUGS*
/Søren
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Date: 2008-02-05 02:09 am (UTC)*furry hugs*
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Date: 2008-02-05 08:45 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-05 02:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-05 03:39 am (UTC)Whatever the case, dear one, I'm well pleased to read your words and share the changing tapestry of your life. As a good Yorkshireman might say, I've got a bit of faith in you.
Just think: If Hillary gets elected, I too might be able to wait six months for medical treatment!
Hugs from a Bear afar.