Even In The Quietest Moment...
Feb. 2nd, 2008 09:19 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hantsbearIt hasn't been a month yet so I suppose it should come as no surprise that little things will suddenly have tears rolling my cheeks. I wore one of Russ's leather waistcoats to the bar last night; this morning, I read madamemish's latest entry and wept; so much in there represented how I felt. Right now, I really wish I had a partner; someone to offer hugs on tap. But I'm stuck alone in my room with only my koalas for company.
When Mother died, I played the bottom off Eel's "Electro-shock Blues". This time, it seems to be Peter Gabriel's "Up", particularly "Darkness" and "I Grieve".
madamemish's latest entry and wept; so much in there represented how I felt. Right now, I really wish I had a partner; someone to offer hugs on tap. But I'm stuck alone in my room with only my koalas for company.When Mother died, I played the bottom off Eel's "Electro-shock Blues". This time, it seems to be Peter Gabriel's "Up", particularly "Darkness" and "I Grieve".
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Date: 2008-02-02 10:42 am (UTC)*HUGS*
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Date: 2008-02-02 10:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-02 03:33 pm (UTC)HUGS, the 2nd go! (and oops! I wasn;t logged in before posting above! D'Oh!!)
Date: 2008-02-02 07:00 pm (UTC)Missing you!
"Talk to Me" and "In Your Eyes" from Gabriel's Secret World Live album are faves of myself and my late friend Charles... Great make-out songs incidentally... Both make me feel good and cry a bit for the loss of him...
I look forward to hugging you again when next we meet!
By the way, I'm making additional copies of you demo today to send out to my radio and theatre contacts...
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Date: 2008-02-02 07:49 pm (UTC)I'm far away, but the feeling is there.
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Date: 2008-02-02 09:27 pm (UTC)Just wish I could.
Keep remembering him, and how he touched your life and others, and don't feel guilty if your angry or sad or just running though things and can't get a word to describe how you feel. Just feel and let the memories flood and let his memory find it's place in your heart and know there will be peace with them.
Your in John and my thoughts.
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Date: 2008-02-02 09:29 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-03 12:48 pm (UTC)