Sunday Melancholia...

[hantsbear]

Re-discovered this track recently which sort of sums up how I still feel about Clifford. 

Hold Me Now

Don't - Don't close your heart to how you feel
Dream Don't be afraid the dream's not real
Close your eyes Pretend it's just the two of us again
Make believe This moment's here to stay
Touch - Touch me the way you used to do
I know Tonight could be all I'll have with you
From now on You'll be with someone else instead of me
So tonight Let's build this memory...
and for the last time

Hold me now
Don't cry
Don't say a word
Just hold me now
And I Will know though we're apart
We'll always be together
Forever in love
What do you say when words are not enough

Time - Time will be kind once we're apart
And your tears Tears will have no place in your heart
I wish I - I could say how much I'll miss you, when you're gone
All my love For you will go on and on and

Hold me now
Don't cry
Don't say a word
Just hold me now
And try To understand that I hope at last you've found
What you've been searching for
And though I won't be there anymore
I will always love you

(Background: Hold me now, don't cry...)

Don't say a word
Just hold me now
And I Will know though we're apart
We'll always be together
Forever in love
What do you say when words are not enough
What can I say now My words are not enough

- Johnny Logan

Comments

[osodecanela.livejournal.com]

Wish there was something I could say to make you feel all better. Holding you in my thoughts.

[curlycub.livejournal.com]

Aw big hugs. X

[grimmbear.livejournal.com]

{{HUG}}
Now now, Is that any way to celebrate someone being in your life?

Turning someone's memory into a bad thing is wrong for you both.
Have a drink and leave some for him.. Go someplace you both loved and just have fun for the both of you. Bring the joy back and leave the misery behind honey.

[hantsbear.livejournal.com]

Problem is, most of my life at the moment is spent mourning what I had in many different aspects, Clifford being just one of those things. It is not good, but I am finding it so very hard to be positive about things. It's still a case of "There Are Bad Times Just Around The Corner..."

Hugs n scruffies

[singerbear.livejournal.com]

I;ll just say this, love. there is absolutely nothing wrong with mourning something that is gone. there are no time limits to how long you can mourn, and no one but you can decide how long that should be.

I personally think that at some time, you WILL be able to look on your relationship with him and bless it for what it was. I think that will be a good day when it does happen, but until then, let the feelings flow naturally.

Remember you have friends who love you when the emotions get too hard to bear by yourself, cause nothing says it has to be just you bearing them.

Love and abundant hugs whenever you need them.

Chris