Ennui

I've been back at work for 2 weeks; feels like I never left.  I'm off work now for 2 weeks on planned vacation ("use it or lose it").  Not really sure what to do with myself as most of the stuff I want to do costs money.  I am taking a little inexpensive trip within the UK in the second week, but that's about it.

And that seems to be it at the moment.  Just waves and waves of ennui.  Going out to bars costs money, so I'm not meeting people except if I have done a lot of planning.  And it's driving me nuts.  Maybe my life is just on hold at the moment...