I Stand Alone...
Mar. 19th, 2008 06:47 pmAll three major romances in my life have happened unexpectedly. The close friendship that developed with ![[profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
rock_bear kept me going post utahmtnbear. And now. I am alone. I have no-one that I share the same closeness that I felt with either Clifford or Russ. I go to local bear meetings but people there are either in relationships or just uninterested in me. All the interest at the moment seems to be from across the pond. It might as well be out at the Milky Way. Hell, even a trip to Manchester might just as well be a trip to Australia, but without the koalas.
I feel quite stuck. I left the south because I knew I couldn't afford to live there and there would have been too many bad memories staying in Gosport. Mind you, I had about as much interest from the local bear group there. But I refuse to change. To cut my hair and conform to UK Bear Official Standard Buzz Cut And Goatee just isn't me.
Where is my man?
rock_bear kept me going post utahmtnbear. And now. I am alone. I have no-one that I share the same closeness that I felt with either Clifford or Russ. I go to local bear meetings but people there are either in relationships or just uninterested in me. All the interest at the moment seems to be from across the pond. It might as well be out at the Milky Way. Hell, even a trip to Manchester might just as well be a trip to Australia, but without the koalas.I feel quite stuck. I left the south because I knew I couldn't afford to live there and there would have been too many bad memories staying in Gosport. Mind you, I had about as much interest from the local bear group there. But I refuse to change. To cut my hair and conform to UK Bear Official Standard Buzz Cut And Goatee just isn't me.
Where is my man?
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