When Faced With My Demons, I Clothe And Feed Them...

[hantsbear]

Urf. I am definitely wrestling with my demons at the moment. This is not helped by the fact that I am currently having to apply for my own job, and found out that there are at least 2 other people who have applied. I get interviewed on Monday, but Nasty Suspicious Little Mind wonders if there is a hidden agenda to replace me with someone a) cheaper, b) less bohemian and c) a corporate clone. And of course the confidence (or rather lack of it) is taking a battering as well. I don't particularly want to get the Effexor upped at the moment; to be honest, I'd like to set myself a target of weaning myself off it by the end of 2006. Frankly, I'd settle for my demons to appear in physical form so that I can set a flame thrower to them...

Comments

[denbear.livejournal.com]

I hope things work out for ya! ***HUGS***

[rock-bear.livejournal.com]

Bohemian!!!!????

"Your tiny paw is frozen let me warm it by the fire"??????????

Work is great for the ego, ain't it?

[bluciano67.livejournal.com]

The one thing I've learned from becoming less bohemian for a workplace is noone forgets that you had long hair, or that your tattoos cover most of your body, so be yourself, do you have any idea it takes to grow hair back?? this comes from a guy who is probably the biggest thorn in his bosses back, and I enjoy nearly everyday of it. Unfortunaely, sometimes meds go with the territory, but heck, that means you're handicapped, makes it even harder for them to get rid of you. When my demons come around (and they do), I always hope they come in even number, that way its easier to break them up into shirts and skins for games : ) keep your head up