I Seem To Want What I Cannot Have...
May. 13th, 2009 08:27 pmNot a good day today. I've been off the Efexor for over two weeks now (came off it gradually with the help of the Doc.) It's not a case of no longer being depressed; I've sorted out some demons and I'm coping better. But I get days like today. Where I just want to collapse in a heap, because it's not working. I've been trying to find local groups connected with my interests and I have drawn practically a complete blank. This move was a risk; it's the first time I've moved into a new area without a support network in place. And I'm feeling it. Times when I just want someone to talk to face to face and I don't have that here. I'm not sure what to do next - I could try and develop new interests, but what? Most things tend to require the exchange of monetary instruments, which are short at the best of times.
I suppose it will take time, but I am an impatient bugger!
I suppose it will take time, but I am an impatient bugger!