Nicked off rock_bear and
progbear
Jun. 17th, 2004
Comma Comma Down Dooby-Down...
Jun. 17th, 2004 05:59 pmToday is not a good day. It didn't help I spent half of the night with my head hovering near the toilet. So, I phoned into work sick and lay listening to Radio 4 for most of the morning. Felt well enough for some soup at lunchtime.
Spent the afternoon feeling quite miserable. I don't know whether it was the lack of sleep, or the conversation with my sister on the phone last night where she expressed the opinion that I should not bring rock_bear to my cousin's wedding next month. As usual, she made me feel quite inadequate. It's a knack of hers. Or maybe I was making myself feel inadequate. I just don't know. All I know is I spent the afternoon feeling a little tear-y and listening to Agnetha Fältskog albums.
I'm not sure whether it may even have been caused by the realisation that (name deleted) is leaving work and moving to East Anglia at the end of the month. I started feeling very alone.
Maybe it is time to see the doctor for some good old antidepressants...