I Seem To Want What I Cannot Have...

[hantsbear]

Not a good day today.  I've been off the Efexor for over two weeks now (came off it gradually with the help of the Doc.)  It's not a case of no longer being depressed; I've sorted out some demons and I'm coping better.  But I get days like today.  Where I just want to collapse in a heap, because it's not working.  I've been trying to find local groups connected with my interests and I have drawn practically a complete blank.  This move was a risk; it's the first time I've moved into a new area without a support network in place.  And I'm feeling it.  Times when I just want someone to talk to face to face and I don't have that here.  I'm not sure what to do next - I could try and develop new interests, but what?  Most things tend to require the exchange of monetary instruments, which are short at the best of times.  

I suppose it will take time, but I am an impatient bugger!

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[denbear.livejournal.com]

Impatient, maybe, but handsome - definately!