hantsbear: (that's mister cranky koala to you)
hantsbear ([personal profile] hantsbear) wrote2008-02-02 09:19 am
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Even In The Quietest Moment...

It hasn't been a month yet so I suppose it should come as no surprise that little things will suddenly have tears rolling my cheeks.  I wore one of Russ's leather waistcoats to the bar last night; this morning, I read [profile] madamemish's latest entry and wept; so much in there represented how I felt.  Right now, I really wish I had a partner; someone to offer hugs on tap.  But I'm stuck alone in my room with only my koalas for company.

When Mother died, I played the bottom off Eel's "Electro-shock Blues".  This time, it seems to be Peter Gabriel's "Up", particularly "Darkness" and "I Grieve".

[identity profile] curlycub.livejournal.com 2008-02-03 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Well I'm back in the uk, we should arrange to meet up for a nice cuppa soon, you know I'm thinking of you my friend. XXXX