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hantsbear ([personal profile] hantsbear) wrote2007-05-02 09:48 am

Eight Months On...

I still have no job.
All my stuff is in store in Portsmouth.
The house sale is slowly going through.
I no longer consider myself a resident of Gosport.

Some of these are positives (yay!) but the big negative is still there: I still have no job.  Some would argue that I am being too fussy, but I still have no concept of most of my abilities.  That and I see a job I like and there is the inevitable caveat "Full Driving Licence Required".  Yes, I could try and take my driving test again, but I know I will only fail it again.  My nerves will get the better of me.  Why keep throwing money at it?  I'd like something majorly good to happen - all the good stuff feels minor or all part of the plan.  But that would require luck.  And luck is not something I have...  And if I hear anybody say "You make your own luck" I reply "Nobody gave me the recipe!"

(Anonymous) 2007-05-02 05:24 pm (UTC)(link)
How do you know you will fail? Perhaps passing your test is the bit f luck you are waiting for. If you don't try it will not happen. Don't give up...
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