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Whine-y Bitch Mode...
"You should put how you feel in your LiveJournal" (or words to that effect) said ![[profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
rock_bear.
"But I don't want to sound like a whine-y bitch" I replied.
"Everyone else does" came the reply.
Yeah, life isn't sunshine and roses at the moment. I went to the doc's this morning and was signed off work again for a week, and a wad of prescriptions to be filled. I still daren't move too far away from the nearest lavatory, and my mood swings from crappy to sickly-cheerful to Eeyore-gloomy. I still haven't come to a decision on my escape plan - possibly because I don't want to be criticised for doing something in haste. There are some possible bright spots if I can get my a*se off the toilet seat... which remains to be seen.
Meanwhile, I'm going to complete my application to join "The Joan Crawford School of Eyebrow Method Acting" (Principal :rock_bear)
rock_bear."But I don't want to sound like a whine-y bitch" I replied.
"Everyone else does" came the reply.
Yeah, life isn't sunshine and roses at the moment. I went to the doc's this morning and was signed off work again for a week, and a wad of prescriptions to be filled. I still daren't move too far away from the nearest lavatory, and my mood swings from crappy to sickly-cheerful to Eeyore-gloomy. I still haven't come to a decision on my escape plan - possibly because I don't want to be criticised for doing something in haste. There are some possible bright spots if I can get my a*se off the toilet seat... which remains to be seen.
Meanwhile, I'm going to complete my application to join "The Joan Crawford School of Eyebrow Method Acting" (Principal :
rock_bear)
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If you're not happy, and it's making you ill, fuck what anyone else says.
I stayed over a year too long in a nasty job and it made me ill; never again. My health and sanity are more important.
Also if people really care they will see that a change is better for you, and earlier is better than later. I never understood this 'are you sure' and 'ooh you're being too rash' nonsense - as long as you know the risks, things usually don't go far wrong.
I always wonder if that 'common sense'/risk-averse approach comes from a sort of jealousy or secret desire to do the same? It's very odd; since things do usually indeed come out in the wash - and change is not only important but needed sometimes. Or the idea if you delay it then the desire to do it will go away - actually it doesn't, you just have regrets that you didn't do it.
But hey I'm a stranger on LJ! Don't listen to me :-D