Entry tags:
- insecurity,
- job,
- move,
- nottingham,
- sigh,
- social
Pseudo Silk Kimono...
The pseudo silk kimono in question sits on the back of my chair. It was a present from Richard and Merlin last Christmas. I wear it around the house when I can't be bothered with too many clothes. It has a certain faded elegance and feels sublime. It's one of the comforters, along with Atilla and Ghengis, that keep me on the straight and narrow at the moment. That and Efexor...
I know I'm going through a bit of an "Eeyore" phase at the moment; it could be the fact that it is now over a year since EDS and I parted company. I don't miss the job; I miss the money. Which strikes me as a horribly capitalist thing to say. Even so, some good has come out of it. I now live in a city that has more going for it. Sorry,![[profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
rock_bear, but it does. There's far more interesting stuff going on in Nottingham than Portsmouth; decent art centres and theatres that are thriving. Okay, I need to get out more; one problem with my depression at the moment is that it is difficult to get off my arse and go out of an evening; that may soon change. I'm starting to get some inspiration of things to do; all I need to do is get back my get-up-and-go...
I know I'm going through a bit of an "Eeyore" phase at the moment; it could be the fact that it is now over a year since EDS and I parted company. I don't miss the job; I miss the money. Which strikes me as a horribly capitalist thing to say. Even so, some good has come out of it. I now live in a city that has more going for it. Sorry,
rock_bear, but it does. There's far more interesting stuff going on in Nottingham than Portsmouth; decent art centres and theatres that are thriving. Okay, I need to get out more; one problem with my depression at the moment is that it is difficult to get off my arse and go out of an evening; that may soon change. I'm starting to get some inspiration of things to do; all I need to do is get back my get-up-and-go...