Eight Months On...
May. 2nd, 2007 09:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hantsbearI still have no job.
All my stuff is in store in Portsmouth.
The house sale is slowly going through.
I no longer consider myself a resident of Gosport.
Some of these are positives (yay!) but the big negative is still there: I still have no job. Some would argue that I am being too fussy, but I still have no concept of most of my abilities. That and I see a job I like and there is the inevitable caveat "Full Driving Licence Required". Yes, I could try and take my driving test again, but I know I will only fail it again. My nerves will get the better of me. Why keep throwing money at it? I'd like something majorly good to happen - all the good stuff feels minor or all part of the plan. But that would require luck. And luck is not something I have... And if I hear anybody say "You make your own luck" I reply "Nobody gave me the recipe!"
All my stuff is in store in Portsmouth.
The house sale is slowly going through.
I no longer consider myself a resident of Gosport.
Some of these are positives (yay!) but the big negative is still there: I still have no job. Some would argue that I am being too fussy, but I still have no concept of most of my abilities. That and I see a job I like and there is the inevitable caveat "Full Driving Licence Required". Yes, I could try and take my driving test again, but I know I will only fail it again. My nerves will get the better of me. Why keep throwing money at it? I'd like something majorly good to happen - all the good stuff feels minor or all part of the plan. But that would require luck. And luck is not something I have... And if I hear anybody say "You make your own luck" I reply "Nobody gave me the recipe!"
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Date: 2007-05-02 09:03 pm (UTC)Third and finally, "What do I want solved?" Take the idea of finding a job. No specifics—just take a very quick review of how it makes you feel (no more than about 10 seconds), then take a deep breath and think, "I'd like an answer for this, please, and thank you." Then turn your mind to some sweet thoughts that will relax you and help you to sleep. Answers will begin showing up, although they may not be in the form you're expecting; learn to be open to anything that might come your way.
So okay, I'm a mystic. Get over it. ~_^ It's my version of the long-distance hug, dear bear. Just remember: Something new, something nice, something solved. It really does help.