2007-12-22

hantsbear: (Christmas Koala)
2007-12-22 09:15 am

Curb Your Enthusiasm...

I can't seem to get worked up about Christmas this year.  I have a feeling it is all to do with the general crappiness of the last year or so.   Heck, [profile] rock_bear said that he didn't think I sounded enthusiastic about Fiesta this time.  Maybe that is to do with the feeling that it is probably going to be the last Fiesta I go to in a long time.  Still, this time I am combining it with a trip to San Francisco to try and get to see as many people as I can.  The problem is, unlike previous Christmases, I am constantly keeping checks on the pennies.  I know it is the thought that counts when buying gifts, but I still feel, well, restricted.  Still, that is going to be my life for the next few years in the "Worst Case Scenario".  That is, of course, not to say that I won't be doing my damnedest to improve my lot...